Going Through the Motions

Sometimes, when you feel down and small, it's hard to find inspiration for life. I try to keep busy like I said in my last blog, but I always feel I'm going through the motions, like everything I do is a chore. Paying bills, keeping a good credit rating, voting, (like Elizabeth Gilbert said).

When I think of my age, and what I accopmplishedi in my life, I noticed everything I did was more for fun than anything else. Now that's completley changed, as I have to do certain things to survive in this world. My perception is different now, I see spiritually, the whole picture.

That is what soothes me, for though I'd like to have more in this world, I realize that if you have
God and do what he wants you to do, that's all that's important.

Not just for fun! This life thing. Not about happiness!